No more a Lachaise member

Yesterday night some of the Lachaise' member drove me away from the band. It's needless to say how deceived, bitter and sad I feel about this. It was not my decision. My heart is broken. I feel spiritless. I spent an unestimable amount of my energy, my time, my money on this band. But it seems I didn't work hard enough.I'm not going to say anything else about it right now, because my grief could make me say wrong things about them.